Aunt Swiggony @[email protected]

"It’s taken me a while, but I’ve come to realize that a demand for a debate is the first sign of an ignorant wanker looking for attention."

-- @pzmyers

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Flight Lt. & Prebendary Ethel Morris
The Dimples
Thaxted
Mr. Buenos Aries

my apologies for responding to a post on the internet, won't happen again

(this is here for the next time I need it)

NOTE:

I block pleroma/GS instances when I spot them, so if you're a non-shitbag using one of those techs, I likely will not see your responses, and I'm sure I've missed amazing responses from lovely folks, but I consider minimizing exposure between myself and pleroma/GS a higher priority than worrying about missing out on people. I'm not special. you'll find others to talk to; so will I. ^_^ <3

so apologies if my silence is rude, but it's due to circumstances beyond our control.

be well! ^_^

me: *invents time machine, moves a week ahead*

me there: it's only been a day

me: what?!

me there: it's 2020. go further

me: *goes back in, sets for a month ahead, gets out*

me there: it's only been a week

me: WHAT *jumps again, impatient now, for a year*

me there: it's been nine days

me: GODDAMMIT *jumps back again, sets the 'ahead' to twenty years*

me, there: it's only September. also we're starting to think that you time traveling causes 2020 and can you stop for the love of sweet merciful fuck

feeling ill and probably won't be around

(like usual anyway 😔)

considering just crawling back into my non-humans fandom in a fresh persona so I can just start writing again and not feel like I'll accidentally cause a chain reaction or end up part of something horrible, like

well, all the horrible shit, nobody really needs reminders right now do they

sigh

theoretically wouldn't mind attempting a graphic novel with the right kind of art but the only ideas I have for those right now are pretty, well, ambitious at best

fuck

maybe I can get the action spy-on-the-run story or the witch "handfasting as adversaries but eventually falling in love" story working somehow but

also half considering extending my published novella as a full novel by filling more middle in and doing more with the ending

fuck

so if my research is right the walking dead is basically a show that asks the question "what will people from a world without the word 'zombie' call a zombie that isn't 'zombie' next" and that's subconsciously driven the audience for several years now? because holy shit

(THIS IS A TRASHPOST DO NOT @ ME)

ah, right, the Forerunners decided that saving non-sentient life at the cost of sentient life was an acceptable thing. sweet merciful fuck what a bad angle on this. this plan was your primary plan? how the fuck is that your primary jfc

gee, I sure hope I survive the next wave of camps. because too many fucking asshats need to vote for a "conscience" instead of the bastard more people can survive.

I'm voting Biden and I'm going to criticize the living shit out of them to whatever degree I can get myself to and feel remotely safe

because I'd rather vote for a random kitten for chrissake

but I don't live in that world. (probably won't live in this one in ten years, either. HA HA HA)

maybe see you in the camps, if you're not a .1%er or whatever saves your particular butt. assuming I make it that far.

we'll all be under this train eventually because there's only one set of tracks through time. this is not a world people can even hide in now, not really.

(no responses, I barely got this shit out of my head and it's surely my madness talking, of course. not interested in debate. not even interested in thinking about this again, because that's why I don't sleep now. people talking about voting for ideals that aren't implementable before my inevitable death. but I'm glad, truly, that I now know that I am worth less than their self respect. people always teach you about them with their actions.)