asking for help to move, (LINK)
So yeah. I’m stressed but need to get out. If you can spare a dollar or two, I have paypal here: http://PayPal.me/mecaka
I don’t currently have any other paysites. If you have one you prefer and would like to recommend it to me, you can let me know. Thanks in advance to anyone who helps, I know a lot of people are worse off than me right now but I’d be so much better off if I wasn’t stuck here.
I'm brand new here and I'd like friends. Mainly a computer gamer but have also dabbled in table-top and console games, just don't have tons of money to invest in new mediums at the moment :/ #introduction
Also, while its great that so many cities and states are in favor of giving up Columbus Day for Indigenous Peoples' Day, don't for a second forget that this is as much a placating gesture as anything else.
Politicians would rather rename a holiday than be taken to task regarding reparations towards the indigenous people, offering aid to those still living on reservations, or committing more action towards the staggering numbers of missing and murdered indigenous women. Don't let them skate by.
Also, he doesn’t at all seem to get that sex-repulsion is separate from being ace. He kept asking about it one night and I just froze up trying to explain because my brain was stuck on using my feelings for him and his partner as an example. He seems to think getting horny means you have sexual attraction, and I just am not used to trying to explain this verbally. My last partner was also ace. But we had sex. Maybe I should tell him that?
Being ace but liking sex is already weird enough. Being ace but having crushes and knowing you want sex with them already is even weirder (since my last relationship we didn’t have sex for the first 9mo). The weirdest thing though is having lewd dreams about them. Like I literally can’t do anything about this because they already know I like them both and want to try poly with them. But I don’t know what they’re thinking b/c they are Bad at communicating.
I keep forgetting to share this - I couldn't share it while I was working on it because it was a commission for someone as a gift for someone else, so I had to wait until they received it!
This took me out of my comfort zone something fierce and I kept doubting that I could pull it off, but I love how it came out. They wanted a mandala that looked like those blue ink porcelain floral patterns. It's coloured with Faber-Castell Pitt pens, which blend very nicely.
Arospec/Acespec Lesbian; nb (genderflux)
disabled (fibro); probably autistic
I am friendly!
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