Holly Hoppet🐬 @[email protected]

i like jazz and if you make a bee movie or especially an anchorman jazz gag reference at me when i say that i'm sending you directly to detention

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Holly Hoppet interaction rule: if I'm making a fun post and being a dork, please don't reply with a rant about how shit the world is unless you're calling me out for being racist or the like. It's rude and I'm fragile and I know what's going on and maybe just wanna chill sometimes.

the software industry was a mistake

black lives matter
trans rights

hmm, getting one of those "i don't feel like i fit in anywhere and i should just be a hermit" urges.

their scones are so good i want one so bad

goal tomorrow: get up immediately after my alarm so i can go get coffee and the coffee place that seems to have gotten way too popular and it was too crowded for me to want to be there today

WHY IS EVERYONE USING CAPS LOCK

sometimes i really feel like the concussion i had in december really knocked me down a peg. seven months later i still mix up words and letters sometimes, i feel like i'm not able to hold onto trains of thought as easily, and i don't feel as steady on my feet as i used to.

they say that occasionally post concussive syndrome can take a year to recover from, or longer in the very worst case. hopefully it's not something permanent but at this point i'm kind of working on developing acceptance of the new state of affairs in case it is

sometimes i find an album that i like so much i listen to it two or three times a day and that's the story of how i started thinking about how maybe i'm autistic

samurai bunn 2

there are people online who are half as old as me and that's just.... a very strange feeling

tom clancy’s civilization vii

my neighbors in the unit opposite the stairwell of mine are making something that smells absolutely heavenly and reminds me i need to make carnitas still

there's nothing more stressful to me than not having any work when i'm supposed to be at work, at least with a desk job

when i was a custodian i'd slack off whenever i could get away with it lol

ok WORK OVER and it feels like i had my first productive day here finally lol

inb4 someone replies to this with "that's right"

i feel like the phrase "that's right" is a rising meme but not in the sense of an internet meme and that's kind of interesting to me

back in an apartment i rented in 2007ish we tried to grill in the alley behind our building and the landlord sent us an extremely catty letter with a fine attached. there was a nightclub at the base of the building with it's door at the same alley (it was at the corner adjoining an actual street) and every night there would be a hot dog stand that was way more a fire hazard than our tiny weber grill and let me tell you i'm still grumpy about that double standard to this day

fish aaah 🤤

steelhead is a weird fish because some people call it trout and some people call it salmon so who knows but all i know is it's great sliced, salted, and broiled skin side up or as teriyaki

hmmm maybe i'll get some salmon or steelhead this week