Josie's Safari @Joshi@elekk.xyz

gray-ace more like gay-ace

be gay do crimes

Joshi is pronounced like Yoshi and not like Josh.

im GIRL!!!!!

oh my god i'm on estrogen. i'm on hrt. i've been on it for a few days and my brain hasn't revolted yet at having the wrong hormones flowing through it. i've been perky at work. perky enough that at least one person has noticed. i want to hug everyone. in a couple months i'll start changing shape.

i'm on estrogen and my brain hasn't broken from being on the wrong hormones and oh my god i could have done this years and years ago.

holy shit.

I guess the End of the World in KH1 was described as a being made from the pieces of Worlds that lost their Hearts, and equivalent to a Nobody. And the World That Never Was might be similar. And Traverse Town... appears to be special, but might also be made from pieces of other Worlds, at least in part?

So I guess Worlds don't leave behind Nobodies but they can leave behind shards and detritus that congeal into new worlds that grow new Hearts, like Nobodies do.

Like why would people be the only thing with Hearts that sometimes leaves behind an empty shell?

When a World loses its Heart in KH does it sometimes leave behind a Nowhere?

Maybe one day I can stop feeling shaped wrong. Hopefully.

Hopefully I don't just end up feeling shaped wronger.

Let's hope.

So uh. Day one!

girl pills girl pills girl pills GIRL PILLS GIRL PILLS

either way, she wants to redo that test, hope the result was something of a fluke. which means i have to give more blood before i get any girl pills.

on the plus side I was already gonna be going to the same office for a therapist's appointment on Wednesday, so I should be able to do it then. And then.. maybe another week of waiting...?

FINALLY got a call back.

the nurse is worried about my already-high potassium levels, because a component of HRT can cause potassium to be elevated, and if I'm already high.. well. That's not great. I'm not sure why my blood has so much in it, but maybe it's because I drank a shitload of orange juice the night before my blood was drawn??

all the other shit from the same blood is done why havent you measured my t yet so we know how much to get rid of

i still haven't gotten any results for my testosterone levels which is the ONE test remaining before i get called back and get my scripts and I am getting impatient >:[