Anyways, goodnight. I’ll see you all tomorrow. Tomorrow’s a new day.

actually good selfie, eye contact, saphie with glasses 

This one's a lot better than the one I hastily took at McDonald's

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One of these days, I’ll be able to look back at myself in this moment and think, “I’ve come so far in life, I’m proud of myself.”

Until then, I’ve just got to keep working the best I can and do as much as I can do in this moment.

I’m going to live to see that day. That’s a promise.

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Like I’ve said before, I’m trying to be more positive in general because I think it’s really important that I start introducing positivity into my life more often to counteract the immense sadness I feel on a weekly basis.

So, I’ll end tonight by saying that I just set some nice sightread scores in Spin Rhythm, despite being bogged down by my emotions. I’ve improved a lot in that game over the ~50 hours I’ve sunk into it so far.

It ain’t much, but it’s the best I can do to end this night positively.

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I’m trying to be less vent-y on here, since I don’t want my entire presence to be summed up as “Mastodon’s local Debbie Downer,” but god fucking dammit. I don’t know how to proceed with my life, but life isn’t going to stop and give me time to think about anything.

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This is what I’ve been thinking about now for three hours. I’m tired.

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So, uh…haha…turns out that in the final three hours of being awake today, my mental state decided to take a fat plummet. I’m unironically now in one of the lowest places I’ve been in a while.

Fuck this.

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horny on main? is that some town in england?

my pussy is getting buffed in the latest patch

I’m screaming over this now 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

IT LITERALLY HAS TO BE HERE WHERE THE **FUCK** DID IT GO

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So I have lost the charger to the Fitbit I wear to work and I’m fucked if I don’t find it because I’m not allowed to have my cell phone on me

I’ve looked in just about every place I can think of in my room and it’s just simply not here, I’m kinda freaking out bc I don’t know where else it would be

I think Vivid is my favorite SikTh song, despite the emotional attachment I have to Cracks of Light

It’s so well written and there are so many tiny things I can talk about and think about

Cracks of Light does a damn good job at describing the battles I face with depression, Vivid does a damn good job at being a metaphor for all of my internal struggles despite being about nightmares specifically

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Lyricposting again, caps 

WHY DO YOU CHOOSE TO FOLLOW ME THIS WAY?
WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?

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Lyricposting again, caps 

I CLOSE MY EYES
TRY AND SLEEP THROUGH THE NIGHT
THE PEACE I CRAVE SOON DRIFTS AWAY

Okay, from what I’ve found, it looks like it only counts it after half the song’s played through. Good to know.

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To clarify, I’m currently listening to music and only one song has appeared as a new scrobble

I need to figure out what counts and what doesn’t because I just listened to like five songs and only one showed up as a scrobble

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None of the scrobbles are showing up as saved in the app :blobwaitwhat:

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Oh hey, the last.fm app finally decided to load my Spotify scrobbles so I don’t have to go to the jank mobile website to see them!

Now if only I could set an obsession from the app…

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