So I'm applying for a new job. This is exciting and terrifying. Getting it would mean moving myself and my husband to another country, no, continent. This isn't a fun prospect for me who is very at home in my comfort zone.

But.

There is a difference, I am learning, between doing what feels comfortable and doing what is best for me. I want to work somewhere that my speciality is valued. I want to have colleagues that are excited about my ideas. I am allowed to want this.