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Uh hi, everyone! I just got here on!
I'm not new to Mastodon, but I felt that I needed a more "personal" account to talk about my trans-y thoughts and stuff on.
So uh hey, I hope you guys like me :)

remember when a few hundred white people did an astroturfed protest against covid lockdown at a few capitol buildings and it got wall to wall coverage in every major newspaper, and now spontaneous mass uprisings in over 40 cities against raciam and police brutality are being called "outside agitation"

Curfews are a great example of how law works in this country. They don't create the curfew because they think it will prevent a behavior from happening, they create the curfew because they want a legal reason to throw you in jail and attack you. they create laws as justification to target specific people they hate.

(Social?) anxiety / Talking to people 

How are you supposed to talk to other people? I like, normally clam up badly if I'm talking with someone on the phone and try to have a casual conversation with them and like... That feels terrible ngl

This has been "Personal Thoughts, with Jup" so I'm gonna try and sleep, night night

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Personal thoughts / meta / Protest mentions / US President mention / COVID-19 mention 

Between the many protests, COVID, and how insane the current sitting US president seems to be... I've lost even more spoons in my head than I think I even had to start with, somehow.

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Personal thoughts / meta / Protest mentions 

I'm sure I'm not alone when it comes to the "burning out" aspect of the constant news coverage on thos between bird site, ANY Masto instance, and any other place people can talk in the first place. Oh and TV news, which I'm not watching for my mental health, at this point.

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Personal thoughts / meta / Protest mentions 

Friendoes, PLEASE mark your protest related stuff.
I know it's a good cause and reason to post that stuff, but It's just burning me the heck out to see it so constantly untagged.

facebook reminded me that it is a year ago today since my dog interrupted me playing on my switch because UM??? WHY PLAY WITH PIXEL OKAMI DOG WHEN REAL DOG RIGHT HERE???? ALSO GIVE CEREALS??????? ALL FOR DOG. ALL THING FOR DOG!!!

this was an escalation of her usual tactic which is when she wants my attention to shove her nose underneath the switch/3ds/phone and just shove it up over her shoulder. no game only dog

PayPal is locking accounts that are getting too many anti cop messages in the memo field. You might want to keep a low profile if you're raising or donating money right now.

if you're in the UK or some other place with hedgehogs please remember to put some water out for our spiny friends, it's rather warm and dry at the moment

just a dish of water will be a massive help to them

donation link for bail fund run by minnesota freedom fund if you can help pay bail for arrested protesters you can donate here, otherwise please spread the word they really need help right now and this is something we can do from a distance

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Anyone happen to have suggestions on making 3D Models and stuff for beginners?
Wanting to make models of me as Girl and like, want to kinda try???

I want lots of spinny with dress and giggling and making myself happy :3

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mh, COVID Lockdown mention, - 

I think my mental health is worse than it usually would be thanks to the lockdown. Oh no.

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